Marian Mills

Today is a big day for me. It is the day when I begin to forgive myself for breaking my own heart by creating separation. I have lived all my life so far seeing rejection and separation around me, not understanding that this was just a reflection of the separation within myself. Something happened when I was about 5 years old that convinced me that the way forward in life was to make other people happy. So I put aside my need to be true to myself. At 44 years of age, this has brought me to an almost hermit-like existence. This blog represents my need to recover the ability to speak my truth.

So I need to love myself first so that I can then love others and demonstrate that love through action.

For those who do EFT:
"Even though I broke my own heart when I stopped being true to myself, I deeply love , accept and forgive myself"
"Even though I feel guilty that I'm not doing what others want, I choose recognise that I am the most important person in my life"

There are many projects ongoing in the world at the moment to bring Oneness back into people's lives. Here's a useful page of links: Oneness Project

Many people are exploring and releasing their blocks to abundance thanks to films like The Secret and books about The Law of Attraction. EFT (Emotional Freedom Techniques) and the Law of Attraction make a powerful combination. To read my amazing story of unblocking abundance using EFT click the link below

An Adventure in the Palace of Possibilities

I've been working my way through an exciting free online course at the Transformation Team. It is for those who can answer yes to the following questions. It is packed with information and helpful tips for transforming ourselves and bringing that transformation into the world. We are all One - we are all in this adventure together and it is up to each and every one of us to transform.

	Have you ever felt that one of the main reasons you are here now is to help transform our planet to a new way of living based on love and empowerment?
	Do you recognize that there is a divine essence in every person on this planet, and that as beautiful manifestations of the divine, all people deserve our love and support to be the best they can be?
	Are you committed to move beyond old ways which focused on negative judgment and separation and to instead choose greater connection and love for yourself and everyone around you?
	Are you open to exploring the deep hidden agendas affecting our planet? Are you willing to work on transforming your own weaknesses and fears? Are you willing to consider seeing fear as an invitation to spiritual growth?
	Are you interested in being part of a large team of souls who know that we came here specifically to help ourselves and all who are ready on this planet to transform to a deeper, richer way of living in this eternal sacred moment?

To transform the world,
we must begin with ourselves;
and what is important in beginning
with ourselves is the intention.
The intention must be to understand ourselves,
not to leave it to others to transform themselves ...
This is our responsibility, yours and mine;
because, however small may be the world we live in,
if we can bring about a radically different
point of view in our daily existence,
then perhaps we shall affect
the world at large.

J Krishnamurti
"Self Knowledge"
from "The First and Last Freedom"